ok so alot has been happening!! im over at my friend Jessica's house Kayla and i have been talking soo much!! lol, and it's so funny! like she likes Micheal Jackson, and i LOVE Daniel Radcliffe!! and i have plans to get him!! kayla and i have been talking bout goin to colledge in London. i'll tell you my plans next time i write!! but i gots to go!! i'll write back soon!! 

love,

Desi

i LOVE Daniel Radcliffe!!

kayla loves the OLD Micheal Jackson!!

well ok, before i get off the computer, a week ago me,Drew, Drew's friend, Patrick, Micheal, Tyler, Jessica, Jessica, and Jeni  were hangin out after school. Drew was... just really really flirting w/ me, and Micheal was doin stuff to get him jelouse/ mad. like Drew sat on a bench and patted next to him and said here dez come sit next to me! and then Micheal sat on the other side of Drew, moved his back pack and said here Deseree come sit next to ME. and i.. thought for a minute and went to go sit next to Micheal, and drew was all uh! i see how it is! and it was so funny so then my friends-Jessica Jessica and Jeni had to leave and i was all what!! ur leaving me here w/ all these guys!! and i put on a sad/ scared face, then as i turned twards the guys an evil smile appeared, and everyone started laughing. so they left. and then Micheal and Drew told me about a fight that they had that weekend. And i guess Micheal shot Drew in the foot w/ a gun, and Drew stabbed Micheal in the back w/ a bow...ton?? i dunno but its like a metal arrow that u put in guns and shoot. so Drew stabbed Micheal w/ that and all micheal did was flinch grab the stabbed place and say ouch, thats gonna need stiches, and keep fighting. i was all ooohhh so hot!! lol.

So n.e. ways about like 2 minutes later they were getting in a fist fight thingy, they were playing around, but yet u could kinda tell they werent. So i tried to brake them up and Patrick held me back and said no let them fight! and i was all u guys stop!! STOP!!  and they kept fighting. I saw a teacher coming and looked over at Micheal and Drew, Drew had micheals foot and micheal was all OH SHIT!! lol. but it was cute, and so then i looked back at the teacher and turned back to Drew and Micheal(who had eachother by the necks getting ready to punch the crap out of eachother.) and right before thier fists went forward i said U GUYS, WILL YOU PLEEAASSEE STOP!!?? and they looked at me and stopped fighting. Micheal asked gosh des are u really against violence THAT MUCH?? and i said no a teacher was coming. and all the guys laughed again.. Then i went to math tutoring w/ Tyler, and Drew waited an hour for me until it was over!! then we talked for a lil while. but it was soo kewl!

 Well i have to leave TONIGHT to go back to Tennessee. I really dont want to leave. Things are so much better here, w/ my parents and all. But i made a decision, and i feel i need to follow through with it. but i am sad. poop.

Yesterday we started unpacking the house stuff. (cuz we moved like a month ago and alot of things needed to be done w/ the house before we start to unpack) So i have to pack and at the same time UNpack everthing. But.... you know stuff happens.

im not really in the mood to type or talk right now, so later

love,

des

last night kayla's family and mine went out to dinner, and it was sooo hillariouse!! kayla spilled her drink twice! it was funny and then we were talking about.... not skinny people, and jeeze, it was interesting. then we were going to the bathroom for some paper towels (kayla of course spilled her drink) and this old person yelled at us and was all COVER UP!!! cuz she and i were showin off cleavage, and thats all so we started laughing about that.

Then i stayed up really late last night talking to Micheal S. and Kayla on my phone, and that was so cool!! i havent talked to Micheal for like EVER!! And that was fun... yep.... i was supposed to leave last night but i get to stay until Friday or Saturday. well i g2g!!

love,

des

FAMOUSE SAYING FROM KAYLA: "Excuse me but is ur father a whale?"

Oh man soo much has happend the past 2 days. i went over to kaylas house,and we got to spend the night. (my lil bro and sis and i) and it was soo awsome!! We stayed up until 4 in the mornin and she fell off the bed twice! lol. it was so hillariouse.

Then today we went to breakfast and then got our pictures taken. it was so fun, i cant wait to see them! Kayla and i have been talking like Harry Potter all day too, and everyone looks at us like we're stupid!! (witch, when we're around eachother we are) Then we watched some of Napoleon Dynamite, man i love that movie.

WE just got done watching Saw. And... it was interesting. i almost started crying i got so frustrated at the people in the movie!! but oh well. Im so tired my eyes are watering, kaylas makin fun of my eye make up saying that it looks like a racoon.

I am sad i have to leave Tuesday to go back to Tennessee, and to tell you the truth i dont really want to go back!! Its soo different here. In a good way. well i g2g

love,

desi

p.s. next time i update this i'll tell you aout Drew and Micheal's fight, it was bad!!! lol

Gosh i havent written in forever!! but u know what, i have been g-r-o-u-n-d-e-d. yes grounded. for what u ask?? cuz i told on my self. u see A month ago john* came over to my house and i went over to his. no parents, it was early release cuz a teacher died. and yes i told her* and she* made me tell my dad. my dad went crazy!! i meen he wooped me w/ his belt, and then he made me show him where john* lived. I could hear him yelling from the car. her* only said good luck. psshhh what ever. lol. then we got back and i had a panic attack for 20 minutes and no one did anything. so i tried to choke myself. pretty dum huh?? when it was all over i was so dizzy i couldnt get off my bed, and my face was bluish purple!! geezzee!! so things havent been the same w/ me and my parets. nope nope!

well im in AZ, thank goodness, i think we all needed a brake. And i got here Saturday, then on Sunday we left for Durango. BEAUIFUL. monday we(me j, Brea, and mom) went for snowboard lessons. and omfg, our instructor was the hottest!!  i meen whoo!! mom and brea quit like 30 minutes into it. so me, j, and our hot hot hot instructor were all alone!! lol. soooo he taught us how to stop, and then bought us to the "bunny slope" but letme tell yah it was soo steep, and it was crouded w/ beginers and thier instructors. so we were going off the ski lift, Matt(our instructor) was in the middle, i was on his right, and j was on his left, so when we got off he was twards j, making in so that j wouldnt fall cuz Matt had his shoulders. Well i didnt want to fall cuz if u do i get in the peoples way behind u and then THEY fall, so i grabbed onto Matt. then we were goin down and i fell alot, cuz it really isnt as easy as it looks tryin to slide in the position ur in when u stop. and Matt would go up and grab my hands and help me up and help me down the hill and stuff. mom videotaped it and she said omg it looked like u guys were dancing!! lol. but he wasnt old at all i meen he was like 20. and wooo!!  but i didnt see him after Monday. poop. but u know whatcha gonna do.

i have a cell phone now!! my dad wasnt very happy when he found that out!! lol

           OMG yesterday, i got a not in the mail. and it was from this one guy named matt somthing. and it was an application and some info on... guess... THE TENNESSEE PAGENT!! it says 'you have been chosen to receive an application for the 2005 National American Miss Tennessee Pageant!! and winers could go to the nationals, win like 20,000 dollars or somthin, go to holliwood, and get scholarships, and all this awsome stuff!! and i think im gonna do it!! none of my other friends got one, so i feel super special!! i've always wanted to be in a pagent, and i think this is it!! YIPEE!! i talked to kayla, and omg she told me this story about Krystal (sry if i spelled her name wron) at the basket ball game.. and it was sooo hillariouse!! i miss kay soo much!! i cant wait to see her!! We dont have school today cuz it snowed this weekend, so im at my grandma's house. wich is a HUMONGOUSE HOUSE!! its sooo beautiful!! i feel old now, and i have no clue y, i just am tired all the time!! (i cant sleep anymore) we watched Gothica last night and i had a dream that... i cant remember if it was me....... but me/ or someone in front of me was burning in flames it was sooo freaky, i forgot what happend next but it was like a haunted dream!! so i couldnt sleep.

              KAYLA RE-DID HER BLOG!! and it looks so awsome!! she'll have to teach me how to do something like that. kayla, r u interested in those cartoon dolls again!! sooo cutE!

Well i g2g, bu if i think of n.e. thing else i'll update this... this.

love love love,

desi p.s. i love u people kay

 me, nick, and sammy

Last night my dad was at work. and he got his fingers smashed in this huge heavy door. so he drove himself to the emergancy room.  there he waited and waited and waited. His ring finger was broken, and his middle finger and his ring finger was cut really really deep. (on his right hand) then the nurse tried to clean his hand up cuz it was really bloody, and when she started to clean it, his fingers started gushing out blood. so they couldnt do anything but wrap up his had.Then this morning we came back from an all u can eat buffet and he hit his head on the garage. so when we got inside the house he took some pain pills and i said dude, dad dont u think ur doped up enough??!! then he started tickling me and sam, and i said sammy isnt it easier beating him now that he only has one hand. and he turned to me and i was all wwuuuuuaaaaaaahhhhhh like karatae people are, and then he said this is the cobra and made his hand in the shape of a ducks beak. then he like striked at my neck and i flew back against the wall and fell on the ground and he tickled me while sam tried to get him off. but it was soooo funny!! i had the wierdest dreams last night. my first dream was that i got married to this 23 yr.old guy. and Evalen was all "dude des u should've just sticked as his slave/servant! and i was all like y? (cuz girls wre servants) and she said so u didnt have to be lyal to him(u could do things with other guys) then Jordan (my old friend) was there and he looked twice asold as he really is (must be from all the drugs he does) and i hugged him and introduced him to my husband. the there were several sharks out in the ocean and my husband and his friends whent out into it with a ton of other people and i begged him not to, and said r u f**** high! thers sharks out there!! but he went any way, and then i woke up. then when i finally went back to sleep my dream was like the lord of the rings

kayla and i were on a quest, and we were traveling on horses in the desert. and then we went to this town, and everyone loved kayla. so she was getting my attension while the queen was getting ready to shoot me in the arm (and she did) so when we were leaving everyone gave kayla all these beautifull cloths(dresses) and i didnt get anything so kayla said oh well u can have a dress but u'll need to cut it so it fits u, and dont tell anyone so i just said NO THANK YOU and stormed out.... then i woke up... but they were just wierd wierd dreams!! n.e. ways i g2g!!

love love love,

dezi

p.s. i wanna thank everyone for taking thier time to look @ my journal, ur the bestests!!

I GOT TO GO TO JESSICA'S PARTY LAST NIGHT!! it was sooo awsome, it was SUPPOSED to be a movie party, but instead everyone just screwed around and stuff. Drew, Evalen, Kayla, Britney, me, Jessica Lindsey, Jessica Lee, Jeni, Jonathan, and Kile were there. it was fun. I DO NOT like drew, i wish people would stop saying i do!! and last night i really really really didnt like him he was all over Kayla, and he kept looking at me like... i dont know... then he would try and flirt w. me... EEEEWWWWYYYYY!! grossness. n.e. ways Jessica Lindsey and i kept getting temperatures so we would have to go outside to cool off. We tried to watch Napoleon Dynamite but everyone just wouldnt shut up so it was usless. OH AND jessica Lindsey and i and Evalen went outside and Jessica's mom dumped a huge bucket of water on jessica from the 2nd story window!! it was so hillariouse so jessica got her back, in the house. so not only did she get her mom wet, but also the computer, tv, etc. it was hilariouse!! Then at like 9:49 Drew left with Kayla and Britney (they had to walk home, and drew has this fat ugly crush on Kayla so he walked them home) and he never came back like he said he would, but i wasnt bummed, i knew he wouldnt. but other than Jonathen, Drew, Britney(or what ever her name is) and Kile (no offence jessica lee) being there it was great!! lol, i didnt let them ruin my night. not alot has happend... well i g2g,

love

just plain old des

 Well, i like Eminem now.. isnt that silly!! LOL, i used to hate him, but now all i can talk about is him!! Silly, i know. Well, not too much has really happend. Drew's been flirting w/ me.. yep yep!! my friends Jessica Lee, Jessica Lindsey, and Jeni are having a party, and i'm going!! oh yeah! im so excited, and then next weekend im going to go to Gatlinburg w/ Tyler S. and his family, and a couple other families. (of course its a family vacation as u can tell) I talked to mom and dad (AZ) last night, i miss 'em.

i love music sooo sooo much, seriously, it's like my life!! i always listen to it... but now.. i just get sad when ever i hear it, it wont even be a depressing song!! gosh whats a rong with me.  And its like really really cold here too. poop. OMG I HAVE SOOO MANY MOVIES I WANT TO SEE!! here they are

1. Hide and Seek

2 Boogeyman

3.The Ring 2

4 Phantom of the Opera                                          and more. thier all scary except for the Phantom of the Opera!! well i g2g!!

love love love,

FUTURE MRS. EMINEM!! lol j/k.